First:: This thing is under some major construction....

Okay so I guess I finally feel like updating again.

Relationship:: Aaron and I have been getting along pretty well these past couple of weeks so that’s always a plus. I feel like now we’re closer to each other than ever cause it’s so easy for me to just talk 2 him about whatever now.

Home Life:: I’ve been feeling pretty selfish lately with my house especially. My brothers’ friend is always over here staying the night and stuff cuz he doesn’t have anywhere else to go, plus my cousin is living with us, then the 2 brothers and parents and I just want my house back. I’ve said that so many times, I know… but really I think I’m about to crack.

Work:: Umm, it’s been okay. Saturday I worked with a bunch of people including Jazmine and one of the other new girls so that was nice and relaxing because I didn’t feel like I was alone. Last night I worked 5-close and it was just horrible. It was my first time on the register and nothing was working out and there were only 2 of us for the first hour then the manager was on my case trying to get me to be a “better salesperson”. She wasn’t being mean about it at all, and I know that since I’m new I have to learn all that crap buut ahh. I don’t want to be the new girl anymore. So now I feel stressed out especially since our schedules are out for next week already and my school schedule isn’t fixed yet so I’ll have to scramble to get people to take my hours especially if they’re during the school day. Then, I just got my cheerleading schedule for the next 4 months and I’m gonna be so busy with that and school and work… I think I’m about ready to just keel over and die. I hate feeling anxious, nervous, stressed any of that stuff especially when it’s not needed. Like, I like to be anxious and stuff about cheerleading and school but work?! I don’t see why I need to be. It’s only mandatory because of E-Commerce but I don’t have to work @ that job. I can say I’m working for my dad and just stay home and not do anything like my brother did his senior year. But no. I’m trying to stick it out and at least TRY to get comfortable at this job but it’s not looking too good. Just suck it up right? Right. If only it was that easy though. *sigh*

Cheerleading:: The competition routine is pretty cute. It’s different than anything we’ve ever done before which is good. I’m excited for this year! We’re going to a lot more competitions and stuff and hopefully we show how good we really are. There’s so much tumbling in it though. I tried to figure out how many passes I have and it’s like 7 I think including standings. *AHH* I’m sorta nervous about that seeing as I have no stamina at all lol and one of the things I’m supposed to do I don’t have yet. So I’ll be working pretty hard this year which is a good thing cuz I want to get a lot out of my senior year!

I think that’s all for now… tonight I finally get to spend time with my baby :smile: so it should be a good night. I’ll update whenever. God Bless

Since the last time I updated, a lot has happened. I went to cheerleading camp at Akron University and it was amazing. I didn’t think it would be fun or anything cause usually they’re not all that they’re cracked up to be but it was actually fun this year. Everybody was just real laid back and relaxed. We got superiors every single day at evaluation which is amazing seeing as last year we didn’t accomplish that at all lol. I made the All*Star squad with 4 other GlenOak girls and me, Sarah, Amanda and 2 other girls out of like 300 in the entire camp got asked to try out for their staff next year. *happy* We were the best squad there so it was nice to just win everything and not have to be snotty about it cause we already knew we would do amazing.

After we got home from camp we had all the HOF stuff to attend, the parade was 5AM that Saturday morning then we had a pool party at Jackie n` Kim’s and then we had pre-game practice that night. Monday morning we had HOF practice @ 8 and then the game that night. Tiara and I ended up staying for the game after a while of negotiating and that was fun. Other than all that busy stuff life has been pretty normal. I’m still not caught up on all my sleep and I’ve been unbelievably hot the last couple of days but other than that all is good.

Aaron and I have been doing pretty good. We had a huge fight when I was at cheerleading camp but we got over it and now things are going good ((at least from my point of view…)) He leaves for school soon I’m not looking forward to that too much but what can I do?

School starts the 24^th…which is a little under 2 weeks away. *yikes* I’m dreading that but oh well, can’t do anything about that either. I’m finally a senior. It feels so good lol. I’m almost done with this stuff!

2nite Aaron’s going Columbus with his family so I think I’m going out with the girls bowling or something crazy. 2morrow I get to work *yay* lol and idk what else? I get paid today so I need to go get that check! But knowing me, I’ll prolly forget lol. I think I’ma go lay down for a while though and clean up some b4 I even attempt to ask to go out 2nite… I’ll update sometime? God Bless

Sunday after I updated nothing really happened that I remember… I was basically up in my room all night chillin because like I said my house has been taken over by males soo I distance myself from that. Aaron stopped by I think? And we talked for a little bit…

Monday was the first day of cheerleading practice. I was excited to get started with everything!! It was sooooo hot out there it was ridiculous. Practice was fun, I guess….we ran a lot which sucked but later that day I felt so much better. After practice I came home and slept I think and then when my mom got home we went up to Akron to get Aaron’s birthday gift and stuff then we ate @ Steak n` Shake. After I got home from that I worked on some stuff for Aaron’s birthday gift and then went to sleep.

Tuesday morning I woke up extra early and got ready for practice, then went over to Aarons house to put the balloons and signs and stuff up outside so he’d be surprised buuut this boy decided to go golfing that morning with his dad so he was up bright and early and no sooner that I got out of the car, he comes walking out of the garage looking confused lol… he ruined the surprise but it was still cute. After that I was off to practice where we ran even more because people forgot stuff on Monday and then Varsity finally went over formations and stuff for the camp dance. After cheerleading, I came home and slept for a while after talking to Aaron. Then, got ready and went over his Grandma’s house for dinner. We sat around and talked for a while then when we were about to leave there was a tornado warning so we had to stay a little longer. After that, we went back to his house and watched TV then went to Tez’s to get him and Chae and then went to see War of the Worlds. That movie is really good. It’s kinda creepy and weird but I liked it. It was just weird because right before we went into the movie it was storming and lightening real bad and after the movie I realized that it looked just like what was going on in the movie. But to be honest that’s the first movie I’ve seen in a while that I’ve actually really liked.

Today I had cheerleading again. We got our camp clothes which are really cute except for this one outfit that I think looks very cheap and trashy//sloppy but w/e. Everything else is so cute! We also got the checklist and stuff and picked our room mates but we still don’t know exactly what’s going on as far as dorms, and schedules for each day which is kinda frustrating seeing as we leave on Monday. But w/e it’ll all get figured out. After practice I went out to the mall to get my schedule for LTD2 and then ran some more errands with my momma. Me and Aaron got into an argument *again* over dumb stuff and that’s about it.

2morrow I have practice and then I might be on call? I’m not sure though. That’s all for now! Check back lata!

God Bless!

So, as usual me and Aaron are okay. We’ve had some really deep talks lately and I think that’s what’s making me realize that him and I can really make it. I can hear the honesty in his voice when he talks to me on a serious level and I’m happy because I feel more confident now with us.

Friday I was supposed to work but after I got out there they told me that they didn’t need me and I looked in the store and it was dead so I can see why they didn’t need anybody else. So that night I just chilled at home n` talked on the phone or w/e.

Saturday Aaron and I were with each other for a while in the morning. My dad said that me and him have been together a lot lately and I need to chill that out lol, but yeah right. After I got home I tried to take a nap but that didn’t happen so I got ready for the East/West game. Me and my mom left and went all over town tryna find some white flip flops but there was no luck with that so we just headed out to the game. The game was fun I guess. It was hot and the little girls were getting on my nerves. At halftime I got to walk one of the Stark County coaches HOF people ((??)) across the field with the rest of the senior cheerleaders. That was fun I guess. After the game I was gonna go to this party but I wasn’t feeling good and I was tired so I went to Arby’s and came home.

Today Aaron wanted me to go out to eat with his family but I couldn’t because my family is here from Atlanta. I cleaned my room up and it’s not spotless but its way better than it was before lol. Cheerleading starts 2morrow so I’m definitely excited about that. I am dreading the running though because I’m really out of shape. But I’m excited to get this year started!!!  Finally my mom told me that I could get my senior pictures done somewhere else! She told me that I can call around and decide on somewhere but she still wants me to get the rest of mine done with Rick Black so hey, whatever she wants as long as I get them done somewhere else. Right now I’m about to go pamper myself and relax in my room since the house has been taken over by males. I need a sister lol. Oh, and the layout is getting done! Excuse the mess lol. Leave comments!

God Bless